Paralyzing

that's it, i'm done.

i'm done with all this,

i'm not running after you anymore,

we can speak to each other, but please,

please, don't tell me any secrets, nevermore!

i don't wanna know about your sex life,

don't wanna know how school's or your relationship's going.

just not now.

let me be apart, let me work on my own happiness,

and don't even dare to challenge me on a "eye-to-eye last one laughing wins", because i

couldn't look at your eyes without crying.

i will let things flow,

put the ship back into the water,

roll the dices,

and see where's my next stop,

where my heart's gonna fell again.

you already broke it into pieces,

and i'm kinda' gratefull about that,

because now i'm not afraid anymore,

not afraid to dive in someone, somehow.

i'll be living now, if you search me around,

you're not going to find me at the counter anymore,

i'm no longer needing "one more". (...)